I doubt i even have anyone watching me anymore, i havent updated anything on thsi account in such a long time.
I went through & deleted pretty much everything.
Slightly embarrassing how i through myself around as a kid... talking about killing myself so much.
I really dislike the old me.
But, im back now.
Much better of a person then i wa sin `04, `05 &`06.

I started dating the most my boyfriend of almost ten months.. almost ten montsh ago.
Its a long distance relationship but hes like no one i've ever met. Im so utterly in love with him. I am happy with myself. & my life.

I'm 15 now, going into 9th grade ( i stayed back in first grade for behavioral issues lol)
I honestly love my life.
Im more into photography now, then anything else.
I'm not really that great, i have a shitty fujifilm finepix a 500 digital camera. its not that great, but im jobless & can't afford much better. work with me here.